Oh man. I read the first part before it became difficult to plough through the dense text. I do like your writing, although not your sarcastic response to a well meaning comment. If the style means more to you than getting your message out, go for it. I was actually trying to be helpful, but obviously you know exactly what you are doing, so best of luck.
but thanks for interpreting it that way. i understood you were trying to be helpful (again), and i recalled telling you previously (iirc) that this is my style and it's ok if you don't read it. i was actually shocked that you read it after the last exchange. if you have trouble reading this style, you should avoid my diaries. that is ok...